she leave for three days but its like 3 years to me

3 days , is it comparable to 3 years ?
then why do i'm thinking about it

dia pergi
susah buat gue buat lepas dari pikiran aja buat dia
gila
12+24+12 jam = 48 jam doank dia pergi kok rasanya berat banget
gua ga ngerti dah napa
yang jelas gua brasa hidup gue kosong
gua brasa hidup gue hampa tanpa ada dia skg
apa dia d sana kangen gue juga ?
apa dia d sana jaga diri baik' ?
apa dia d sana makan tratur ?
apa dia d sana bakal lebih seneng karna gak sama gue skg ?

dia blg smuanya tuh
iya dia akan kangen
iya dia akan jaga diri baik'
iya dia akan makan tratur
ga akan dia seneng karna ga ada gue

gue sangat keilangan
apalagi gue pernah mimpiin dia Gone forever
anjrit , jam 1 pagi gue nelponin dia buat denger dia ngomong gak kenapa'
apalagi skg d tinggal kek gini

gue yang uda hampir jauh dari Tuhan
hanya bisa memohon menjaga dirinya
gue dah terlalu sayang ama dia
gue dah terlalu cinta ama dia

mgkn uw smua bole blg kalo tau apa lo ttg cinta
ga usa ngom gitu
kalo lo jadi gue lo tau ape rasanye

saat dia dimana melakukan ksalahan , dan gue marahin abis'an ampe ngatain die , die cuma bisa mnta maaf
saat gue yang salah tapi malah gue yang marah ke dia dan dia cuma bisa dengerin ocehan gue
saat gue dengan bisanya ngatain seorang cewe yang 2 taon d atas gue , cuma cewe gue yang sabar !!
saat gue melanggar janji gue buat ga macem' ama die
saat gue melanggar janji gue buat ga sms cewe lain
saat gue melanggar janji gue buat smuanya de
dia ttep maafin gue
dia ttep sayangin gue
dia ttep cinta ama gue

karna apa ?
dia dah janji d depan patung Bunda Maria di depan gue kalo gak akan ngomong putus !
persetan lo smua yang ngomong gue d mainin ama cewe yang lebih tua
cinta ga mandang umur boss
cinta ga mandang duit
cinta ga mandang apapun

lo trima dia apa adanya
lo trima dia dgn sgala kekurangannya yang sangat minim
lo trima dia dgn sgala keburukan dia
dan yang paling penting lo seneng ama dia ,
itu uda cinta boss
itu uda sayang namanya boss
mgkn gue mank berceloteh panjang kalo lo smua ga percaya
tapi setelah 4 bulan lebih
setelah dia ninggalin gue retret
gua mulai berasa sberapa dia berarti buat gue
sberapa penting dia d hidup gue
SHE IS SO WORTH IN MY LIFE

bee , baca ya kalo uda pulang
jake and i misses you so much
sally and miyu too , we are missed you

LOVE HER

lauve her

thats all i can say to her
thats all i can show to her
thats all i can sacrifice to her

i love her
no matter how
she always forgive my sins
she always forgive my fault
she always forgive me for everything she forbid me to do but i do it anyway

i do not know how patience she was to face a boy like me
i'm 2 years younger than her
i always never thought she could agree to be my girlfriend
but , this is the truth
love isn't about age
love isn't about money
love isn't about sex
love isn't about to get the girl we want , then after we finish using her we throw it away
it is about to love someone with everything she got , everything she has gained through many years ,
really , age is not a problem
she , was the most beautiful thing in my chaos world of life
she was the reason i can be like this
she was the reason i changed from what i used to be
she was the reason for me to show her the side of me that she'd never know
she was the reason i give everything in my power to make her happy always

can you imagine bee , how much tears fall down
how many money i spent
how many strength i use to get you home and safe , pick you up at school sometimes ,
but you sometimes think you don't deserve to love me ?
no bee , you are far than perfect !!

i give my heart to you
i give my love to you
i give my tears for you
i give my hope to you
i sheltered my love at your deepest heart

i will be your hope at dire need
i will be your dream when you want the sweetest dream
i will be your fantasy when you want to be the princess
i will be your wish to wishes the best for our relationship
i will be your love when you want to be loved
i will be your everything when you want all the thing i can't get it to you
i will be your strength when you feel weak
i will be your new way of life when you want to begin a new beginning
i love you more with every breath of my life
i love you more with every beat of my heart
i love you more with every second of my lifetime
i love you more with every love word come from my mouth and your mouth

all i can say , i love you
don't seek for others love , my love is pure for you
don't seek for others boy , they all the same , just have the sweets words but just use you
 I LOVE YOU , EVELINE YUKE =p
CAPE AHH , huahaaahahahahaa , baibaii smooches

retretnya sii eveline yuke

elllooo beibehh
hehe
sii jelekk buatin aku blog
ga ada kerjaan , gak aku urus ajaa ngomel dia
wahhahaha

kamuu tauu
baca surat kamu itu buat hati aku pedih bee
kayak buat akuu sedihh buangett
anehh de
aku takut tar kamu malah cinlok ag
bisa mati aku beb sumpah

aku sayang kamu bee
kalo ga buat apaa aku ngajak ke GM cuma buat makan ama kasih jaket buat kamu pergy ?
gila bee akuu sayang kamu
akuu saiaang amaa kamuu , muuaahhh :*

oia beb , jangann ga percayaa ye ama akuu
hehe , abis kamu jelek sii
hhihihihi
kamuu percayaa ajaa udaa
aku ga akan menduakan kamu
paling mengtigakan
oia , kasian de sally ama miyu
=(
kamuu jangan macem' ya say
aku ga akan macem' beb
percaya aku
itu cuma 3 hari yang aku harus lewatin
aku yaking dgn pacar aku tuh kamu aku bisa kok
akuu sayang kamu beb
i love eveline yuke !